Day 131
A bit of troubling issues causes this to be late.
But not to worry… I can change the date…
So I’m not good at being a morning person. I was for about 3 days and was very happy about it but I then (somehow) fell back into my stay awake past 2am thing. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Maybe I’ll be better when the school year starts again. I’m sick of this insomnia stuff. But I am trying my best. Well, there was a family barbecue tonight at my aunt’s house. It was nice but when we were going to leave other things went on and time went by. Then it got late… We were going to stay at my dad’s house which is close but I really didn’t want to. If anything, I would have gone along with it. But then my mom was okay to drive back and in certain ways wanted to come back to our apartment as well. All is okay now (I think/hope). And I am going to drink my chamomile tea before getting some sleep. There will be nicer days tomorrow (though it was raining hard on our way back here).
Song: “Woods” - Bon Iver
