Day 139
My sleep schedule is reversed.
I was up all night last night, unintentionally though. I thought I would be as I was up until 5am the night before. I had 4 hours of sleep that night. Now I was up all night. I was up until 1 o’clock in the afternoon. After not being woken up when I asked people to wake me up I slept all day, until 11pm. Now I feel I’ll be up all night again. I really hate this. I wrote this blog during my night up:
i’m horrible at sleeping
2:58am. 3:32am. i just showered. 4:45am. 5:36am. 6:10am. 7:23am. 8:15am. what is wrong with me? 9:34am. 10:30am. i’m not going to sleep. 11:42am. i’m still not sleeping. also, my sister/avi’s sleeping so soundly, she has been all night. i wish i had/could do that. 12:27pm. i’m fully awake now.
I hate that I am up. I don’t know even know what to do about it. And being up now, I am not tired…
Song: “Old Flame” - Arcade Fire
