Day 148
There’s a reason…
There’s a reason why I didn’t want to come back this summer and why I want to leave at different times… It’s people. Just people. I used to want to leave because I felt stranded, left on an island, and if I didn’t leave when I did I may never have. But now I just don’t want to deal with people. I can deal with them in their good moods but everything else, no. Regardless of who is right or wrong, if anyone at all, I don’t want to deal with it. / So, I cannot wait to leave in 5 weeks. I need to leave. I can stay but don’t really want to anymore. None of this is about me… But I’m just a guest here and I haven’t paid for the extra night (and frankly I don’t want to). I have even paid for any of it. My time is here is done. It’s time for me to go back “home”. A more permanent place to live. Also, next summer I’m going to find a way to avoid coming back here. I know many friends who’d enjoy my company. If not, anyone know if they’ll have an free bed or couch next summer?
Song: “The Giant Of Illinois” - Andrew Bird
